Better.

Before I got pregnant with my girl, life was different. It was Eric and I. And Archie of course!

Hi Archie! 

He probably didn't read that. Cause he is a dog. And he doesn't read my blog. 

Archie

Ok, back to what I was saying. My blog should really be called miss easily distracted. 

We just had each other. Nothing to worry about but ourselves. So when I got pregnant I knew that it was going to change. Like change forever. But I didn't really understand what that meant. We prepped Harper's nursery and put the car seats in and everything. We were totally ready, thanks to my AMAZING family and friends at my awesome baby shower. 

Then she was born. I never knew this kind of love before. She was the result of mine and Eric's love for each other. It was the best feeling in the world. Unlike anything I could have possibly imagined when I took that test last Halloween morning. When my doctor told me it was real. I am so lucky to be her mama. We are so lucky to be her parents. 

Which brings me to better. 

Being her mom makes me want to be the best. I want to be the best wife I can possibly be to her daddy. I want to show her an example of love that she will remember forever. I want her to grow up happy and without any worries. I want her to know that she is our whole world. I want to be the best mama I can be for her. Constantly checking myself to make sure it is the right thing for her, and Eric. Better.